Doing the IVP blog thingy now, seems fun to argue.

Life's the same routine over and over, now's elearning wk though. Can't say I'm really liking it, but at least it gives me a bit of time to recharge my batteries. And I blew all my money on playing bowling. Argh I want a ball so much, but I can't afford it. The guy Shaun bought the ball from at Marina Sq was funny as hell though. He keep saying Shaun pd, omg I seriously Rofling.

And good luck to guys taking A's tommorow (technically today). Hope to catch up with you guys after exams over.

Ahhh I'm so addicted to cooking master boy. It's incredibly exaggerated, the quality isn't even that good, and it's a old anime, but argh, like relieving childhood like that. Everytime watch that show make my stomach hungry sia.

School's such a bore. Projects are coming but I just don't feel like doing. I'm sick of lectures, and everyday I get up I consider ponning. Die lah.

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day

睡著的大提琴
Shui jiao de da ti qin
The sleeping cello

安靜的舊舊的
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Quiet and so old

我想你已表現的非常明白
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
I think you've made yourself clear

我懂我也知道
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
I know and I'm sure

你沒有捨不得
Ni mei you she bu de
You don't regret

你說你也會難過我不相信
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe

牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
You being with me was in the past

希望他是真的比我還要愛你
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
I hope he loves you more than I do

我才會逼自己離開
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Only then will I bring myself to leave Chorus

你要我說多難堪
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
You want me to say it, but it is awkward

我根本不想分開
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
I don't even want to break up

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?

我沒有這種天份
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
I don't have the ability

包容你也接受他
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
To accept both you and him

不用擔心的太多
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Don't worry too much

我會一直好好過
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
I'll still be fine

你已經遠遠離開
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away

我也會慢慢走開
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?

我真的沒有天份
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the ability

安靜的沒這麼快
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come so fast

我會學著放棄你
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up

是因為我太愛你
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much

Repeat

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An jing by Jay chou. Don't know why but now then suddenly like this song, after like how many years since it come out. Last time I have this song on my mp3, but i always fast forward 1. When I start hearing then I realise that it is quite nice. And DMC people latest english songs, but chinese songs all damn classic 1, just go shaun's blog and you'll understand.

I'm bored of my life. I so want a new life. Anybody want to trade, I'll gladly accept.

Not I don't want blog leh, but really damn sian these few days. The rountine stuff all the time, nothing much after that. Oh ya met JL, addi, Sher and JW to buy Woen's present, which was a watch. Then walked around taka awhile then go eat then go home le. Actually ar waste my time also haha, but good catching up with the innovians, damn long never see them le.

Happy birthday W&S. Now 12midnite, so W's birthday just end and S's birthday just start. Perfect timing right? Haha.

Cosmetic Surgery

A woman named Shirley was from Beverly Hills. One day, she had a heart attack and was taken to Cedars Sinai hospital. While on the operating table, she had a near-death experience. She saw God and asked, "Is this it?"

God said, "No, you have another 30 to 40 years to live."

Upon her recovery, she decided to stay in the hospital and have collagen shots, cheek implants, a face lift, liposuction and breast augmentation. She even had someone dye her hair. She figured since she had another 30 to 40 years, she might as well make the most of it.

She walked out of Cedars Sinai lobby after the last operation and was killed by an ambulance speeding up to the hospital. She arrived in front of God and said, "I thought you said I had another 30 to 40 years?"

God replied, "Shirley! I'm sorry but I didn't recognize you!"

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Victoria Beckham has announced she had an affair with Micheal Jackson.

Jacko has denied the allegations as he claims he was in Brooklyn at the time.

Have you ever considered why God or whoever is up there put you on this earth? When you were born, you start learning. Right now I'm still learning. After learning, you work to make a living, then you retire and enjoy you life, then die. So whats the damn point of preparing so damn long just to get that few years of bloody retirement? What's the point of having emotions when most times the emotions are negative? The past always comes back to haunt you. Decisions, decisions, decisions. What for?

People are never contended with what they have, and always expect more. I hated secondary school, and just hope it would end. Looking back, I had the least worries in secondary school, but I absolutely hated it.

Moving into JC, it got better. I can say that it was probably the best year of my life. I didn't exactly enjoy it when I was there, but reminiscing about it just makes it feel regretful how I never really appreciated it when I was there. The times we spent together were fun, and enjoyable. If I chose to retain, the promos would have been over. I wonder what would have happened sometimes. But that's how life is isn't it. You made a decision you think you're right at the start, but then realise maybe you're not after all.

I just don't know where to turn to... ....

I hate my dreams.