da phantom strikes back

2009-11-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

Been many months since I've not been bloggin here.

2009-08-26T00:02:00.001+08:00

Tell me what I'm doing wrong. I try to negotiate a win-win situation but it's no use. I must be the one on the losing end, so to you it's fair. If it's a deal where both are satisfied, it's considered you giving in.

2009-08-22T14:29:00.001+08:00

Holidays here and I'm bored already. Other than having lesser work, I don't know what to do. So tell me what to look forward to.

2009-07-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

Roast Pig, Peking Duck, Donut Factory Donuts, French Onion Soup, Macaroni & Cheese, Mee Siam, Yam Paste. All in less than 5 hours, zai not.

2009-07-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

We're here, rushing like crazy just to get CIBM done. I've had fever and flu recently, and yet I don't have time to rest. Not my group's fault though they have been really understanding but I don't want to freeload so I insist on doing.Just looking forward to completing the project.

I hope my girlfriend heals soon. She's been really sick for the past few days. I've not been a good boyfriend, not doing anything to help her get better. As long as she knows I'm here praying for her good enough for her already right?

I'm sorry for all the arguments so far. For better or worse, we're going to last the test of time!

2009-07-17T01:45:00.002+08:00

I'm so exhausted from all the projects that we have done. Worse thing is, it's not going to end anytime soon. I'm seriously reaching breaking point soon where I say fuck u to the world and go into my cocoon and not give a shit if i do horribly for that module. It's been so long since the poly clique have done anything fun. I hope that time speeds past and this semester is over.

I want more time with you too!

2009-07-13T11:00:00.000+08:00

I look into your eyes and I realise what I have now. =)

2009-07-12T00:57:00.001+08:00

Did you know? Hot green tea can be used to cook sashimi prawn.

2009-06-25T12:01:00.001+08:00

I'm falling deeper and deeper.

2009-06-23T00:31:00.003+08:00

We met, 3 years ago, from different walks of life. An elite school, an average school and a neighbourhood school. There were 13 other guys in the class, but somehow we were always together.

We went our seperate ways after a year, but we still kept in touched. We've gone through the highs and lows in life, but the one constant is that the 3 of us were always there for each other. We had fun together, we emo-ed together, we drank till we couldn't walk, we've even fought each other! All of us had brothers, and yet, we were still so tight. We've seen each other go through girlfriends, we've seen each other grow.

They say blood is thicker than water. I beg to differ. Our bond is thicker than blood or water combined.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fClcYUkMpUA&feature=channel_page

2009-06-20T19:55:00.001+08:00

Guess who's back? Me!

2009-06-13T00:45:00.002+08:00

Will be going to Bangkok and Siam Riep for 8 days. Take care people. Don't have too much fun while I'm gone. Wait until I come back at least.

You too, girl, take care while I'm gone but cannot have too much fun without me too!

Too bad I'm selfish.

2009-06-06T14:48:00.000+08:00

Heheh

2009-05-31T22:58:00.000+08:00

I'm more sure than ever now. 2 letters together.

2009-05-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

I came home today, and asked my mum where my dad was. Apparently, he already left for China. I didn't even know he was going away, let alone the actual date. Guess it shows how much I don't see my parents. I think the only time I actually see them often is on weekends.

2009-05-16T21:57:00.001+08:00

The day of reckoning is nearly upon us.
The day where worries turn into reality.
2 differing views, and yet I hope you win.
When it's all said and done,
I don't want to say I won.

2009-05-13T04:06:00.000+08:00

Here I am, awake at 4:07am. It's a Wednesday and lessons start at 8am. I tried sleeping since 1230, and it just won't happen. It's a problem I've had since school reopened. I guess my body clock's really screwed up. Sometimes I take panadol, sometimes I take cough mixture. But I refuse to today, I don't want it to become an addiction.

2009-05-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

Watched Horsemen and Ramen Girl recently. I thought Ramen Girl was funny, even though it was way way too predictable and somewhat repetitative. In case anybody don't know, it's about an American girl who goes to Japan to accompany her boyfriend, but gets dumped and decide to stay in Japan and master the art of cooking ramen.

Horsemen had alot of intrigue and I thought it would have made a good, if not great mystery. Everything was really intruguing me, but the ending was extremely anticlimatic and makes me feel like pulling my hair out. If you watched it, tell me so I can vent my unhappiness about the show!

2009-05-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

My first blog post with my new ASUS laptop! Well, I hope I didn't make a mistake in getting this model and not be a complete screw-up like the previous one. I got a problem though. I can't seem to figure out how to use the biometric fingerprint thing. Haha. So if anybody know, please tell please tell.

2009-04-28T01:25:00.001+08:00

My body clock is really screwed up. I usually feel tired in the afternoons, but really energetic at night that i can't sleep. And it gets freaking frustrating and I hate the feeling. Especially at night everybody is asleep I got nobody to talk to.

2009-04-15T09:44:00.002+08:00

What happens when two really fast shoppers get together? The unparalled ability to finish walking a swanking new shopping center in half an hour. Tampines1 was smaller than i expected, but they do have a few shops you don't really find in heartland malls. The queue at Uniglo was crazy. Having to queue up to get into a shop? No thanks. I actually liked the brand but now every Singaporean have already I don't like.

And, my favourite baked rice stall(food junction at century square) is no more! I was so looking forward to it! Went to eat Swensen's baked rice but now I think it pales in comparison to the other one. I need places! Anybody got reccomendations if I need my baked rice fix?

2009-04-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

Miserable at best.mp3 - Mayday Parade

I'm not being emo I just really like this song and the band. I was have this tendency to just listen to one band alot for a few months. So i think Mayday Parade is the flavour of the next few months lor. Hope I didn't sound too much like a groupie.

Nothing much happened this few weeks. Well school's starting soon and I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm really looking forward to it. Maybe cause my tuesdays will always be free! Ok maybe not free but at least don't need go school! I hope to get in one last game of mahjong though hand really itchy. And poly clique damn long never meet liao sia still say what always want meet.

Anyway, gotta ciao. I'll try to update more. Going Tampines1 for the first time. Haha.

The dawn of a new era

2009-04-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

it's bout damn time!

Life is like a roller coaster

2009-04-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

You can go really high and go really low, you can rise and you can fall. Sometimes it's fun and sometimes you just want to puke.

But when it's over, you'll remember every damn second of it.

2009-03-29T01:36:00.002+08:00

Life and all its complexities. Maybe it's what makes us stronger, what makes us smarter, but it still confuses me.

Simplify it for me.

2009-03-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

Well, Monday was spend suntanning on the beaches of Sentosa. Had great fun and it was a healthy experience after all the days of drinking. The after effect though hurts like crazy and i'm still suffering.

Went to watch witch mountain on Tuesday and it's such a corny show! Even with The Rock, who I actually like to watch in it, I couldn't stand the corniness of it. Really cannot stand it. Haha.

2009-03-21T00:12:00.002+08:00

Life right now is all about having fun, but there are times when the holidays can get really boring, with nothing to do. I guess it's too late to start looking for a job now, and the kind available aren't that great either.

Driving has been coming along decently. I think for a guy, I suck quite badly. But at least I'm learning and getting better.

2009-03-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

Here's to wishing everything will be fine. =)

2009-03-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

I've long wanted to start reading Meg Gardiner's books, and have finally gotten to starting on that. Went to the library to get it, since I'm dead broke otherwise I would have bought it. I'm halfway through and I have to say, I'm hooked. China Lake is at the level of what Dan Brown writes, in my opinion. If you're bored at home, get a Meg Gardiner book.

2009-03-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

I don't even know if you read this but heck, i'll post it anyway.

I'm sorry. I really am. I know no matter how many times I say it, you won't believe me. I guess if I knew you'll react this way, I wouldn't have done it. A part of me wanted to see your reaction, to see how much you actually care. And I know, that it was stupid and dumb.

Hope you can trust me again.

2009-02-28T20:11:00.001+08:00

Maybe you can set me free, I'm guilty guilty guilty. Haha. Mambo songs are damn damn addictive.

2009-02-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

A steady and slow addiction. One that has to be nipped in the bud before it grows. I still have 3 left but that's all. I know compared to some, my habits is nothing but I won't let it grow. No more, no more. This is it. I made a promise and I'll keep it.

2009-02-21T14:03:00.000+08:00

I think PRMP got us too stressed, that we decided to climb Fort Canning Park at 1am. Me, Lec, Fir, 'Hungry ghost' Shaun, 'STFU' Bernard, Amanda and Hazwan walked through the whole freaking park before going back home at 4am. I think ki siao already.

2009-02-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, but when I woke up today. I suddenly feel that I'm lonely. And that feeling sucks. =(

2009-02-07T15:50:00.000+08:00

Live fast, party hard. That's the life!

2009-02-01T15:25:00.002+08:00

Wow, yesterday was an interesting day. Firstly, the event at Timbre. Although the crowd wasn't very huge, I think that most people left satisfied and that was all that mattered.

After that, me and Alec walked to CQ to meet Audre, Shaun and her friends. What a wild night! I shouldn't go into details, but it was definately interesting.

What a wild and interesting night. We should do this more often. Haha.

2009-01-31T00:30:00.001+08:00

Man, been playing mahjong these past few days at Alec's house, and always losing sia. It's just the learning curve I guess. But it's fun and it passes time quickly. I almost missed my bus today because when we were ending, me and Fel keep diao zhen. Then like never ending lah.

And the backing for my earstud drop out. Damn sian. I don't have any more.

A humbling experience

2009-01-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

There she was, on the second day of the lunar new year, lying on the hospital bed. When everyone was celebrating and having fun, she's debating whether she can make it through it. A part of her wanting to give up, the other part wanting to make it through. The entire left side of her body struck by stroke, unable to move. A name so familiar, and yet a face that I have no memory of.

My half-auntie.

A humbling experience.

2009-01-27T13:22:00.002+08:00

Gerald philosophy rule #308

I believe that in every person, there is a demon whose only aim is to manipulate the person into doing evil. And every single person has to work his entire life to subduing that demon. Nobody can subdue that demon better, but maybe some people do it better than others. People such as Mother Theresa, Florence Nightingale and the like are saints compared to the rest of us, but I'm sure they had to conquer their own demons to get to the level they were. Maybe one day, you, me and the rest of us would reach that level.

2009-01-23T13:53:00.001+08:00

Over the past year (or 3/4 of a year), I've discovered things about myself that I have not discovered before in my 19 years of existence. And I've learnt things that I never thought I would learn. I've grown to become a better person, and to act more like at an adult. And because of this, I just like to say...

Thank you. =)

2009-01-20T21:06:00.001+08:00

I'm so dead for EMP.

2009-01-15T23:29:00.001+08:00

Late nights and long days, just to finish so much projects! EOF, AM, EMP, PRMP, when will it ever end!

2009-01-12T16:17:00.002+08:00

Oops! launch went relatively well in my opinion. A lot of hard work and it sucks when you see people throw away the mag. But I'm still quite happy. =)

SP students, must come for Oops! party at Timbre@Arts House on 31 Jan! Free food and drinks!

I really can't blame anyone but myself. I screwed us up. If only I can get my motivation back.

2009-01-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

I made alot of mistakes, and I want to right them. If only I can.

2008-12-24T15:43:00.000+08:00

Here I am, in Singapore, boring myself at home, and regretting my decision to not follow my parents to Thailand.

2008-09-27T01:13:00.001+08:00

I'm starting a food blog where I shall review food! Patronise me, at www.the-ultimate-food-blog.blogspot.com!

2008-09-03T12:36:00.001+08:00

Met up with secondary school friends yesterday. Went to Sushi Tei in Seragoon Gardens for dinner. Guess what? That was actually my first time at Sushi Tei, and I'm quite impressed by their food and prices. (We did get an extra plate of beef though, due to some sort of mishap in the customer service) After that, went to Sembawang Park to relax a while. Having a car makes travelling so much easier. Went home relatively early though.

I miss those days where we just joke around for the whole day. Hope to see them again soon.

2008-08-30T01:58:00.002+08:00

When you combine racing, sadism and media ratings together, you get a recipe perfect for me. Haha. Although it's predictable, it's still chock full of passion. It's a movie I would recommend. 9/10

2008-08-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

Work is just piling up. I no longer have the time to sit behind the computer screen and just relax and think of what websites to surf anymore. Endure guys! This is the final hurdle.

Saw seniors doing their FYP on friday. I think it's damn cool lah. Can't wait till it's our turn. I like fun projects. =) But I hate boring ones (like the ones now).

2008-07-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

I want a job for the holidays. A bit early to look, but it's better to be safe and sorry. My minions, please tell me of any lobangs.

2008-07-02T11:24:00.000+08:00

School is so boring that i feel like ponning everyday.

2008-06-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

I'm so going to flunk tomorrow's paper. I haven't study!!

2008-06-12T00:53:00.002+08:00

Jack Black, Angelina Jolie, Dustin Hoffman and Jackie Chan in a movie together? Not quite, just their voices, as they all lend their throats for the animation movie that the world has been waiting for, Kungfu Panda. It does have a typical children's good truimph over evil storyline though, and the storyline does have a striking resemblance to that of the Incredibles(remember that?) Throw in some ancient Kungfu movie where they fly around in invisible ropes and you get Kungfu Panda! The comic relief comes from a very general sense of humor that the young and old can relate to. If you can put past movie experiences aside and not try to remind yourself how similar Kungfu Panda is to other movies, you'll thoroughly enjoy it. 4 out of 5 stars.

2008-06-04T12:47:00.000+08:00

Went for Andrew's last campfire yesterday. Had a fun time. I kind of feel sad for Andrew though. You can tell he obviously feels very strongly for his job. It's sad he has to leave and I can empathise with him why he felt so emotional yesterday.

Today was supposed to be a boring day but now it's not!!!

2008-05-10T13:03:00.000+08:00

MMR and OM projects are killing me. =(

2008-05-07T00:30:00.001+08:00

Fucktards like you think you're the shit. Someone needs to teach MF-ers like you a lesson. I know you don't even read this blog, but who cares, I'll still get you in the end. Stay tuned!!!\

Oh and Shel, happy birthday. Although you like to act old, you actually just turned 18. Hopefully you didn't break any teeth this year.

2008-04-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

Today was fun!!! Went to Vivo after school. Found this cool coffee place to slack. It has like swings for seats. The hot chocolate was nice, and you can add marshmellows!!! Then on the spur of the moment, we decided to go take cable car. And since the cable car also includes free admission in Sentosa, we decided to get off the cable car. It's been ages since I last took the cable car and went to Sentosa. Then we saw the luge and decided to try it. Before the skyride, we went to this man-made beach and played there for a while. It was so fun, especially the skyride up. As I think everyone knows, I'm afraid of heights, so the skyride was scary. It was cool though as it was my first time taking something like that and we saw fireworks from some performance go off. It was so cool!!! Then took the cable car ride back. Went to eat at LJS, she bought some stuff then went home. Truly a memorable day though, although I tend to make things sound boring.

=)

2008-04-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

Okay two days have passed since school reopened, and I'm sort of divided over it.

Why divided? On one hand I want to study hard, but on the other I want to slack and pon school to do camps. And eventhough i try to listen in class, it's so incredibly boring that I don't feel like paying attention.

Well I'll go through the modules. OM is a boring module but David Cheong is funny at times but he only read the notes during lectures. never teach anything 1. Phyllis Peter teaches Law, I think she's a good teacher, but meh, Law seems like a boring topic. Kwa Lay Ping teaches MMR, again good teacher bad topic. FW taught by Rohanah, boring topic as well. Haven't found a topic I like yet.

Sian. But the clique(esp fel), say want plan go Bangkok. Sounds cool but I got feeling will PS again. Haha.

Anyway, I go "study" awhile. Ciaos.

2008-04-12T12:49:00.000+08:00

School's starting soon. Which means the holidays are over. Well it's been an interesting holiday. Well working as a camp instructor contributes alot to it. Made alot of friends, and hopefully touched alot of lives along the way. Although the pay was crap and we barely get any sleep at night, it was well worth it when you see the satisfaction of the campers at the end of day three. Learned alot of things as well, which helps me as a person I hope and can use it in the future. Hopefully the friends I made in the camp is kept even when we go our different ways.

On the other hand though, I miss going to school(sorta). My GPA's not exactly what I want it to be, so I got to buck up. And I haven't bought my clothes for school yet. Shit.

2008-03-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

I'm suffering from "miss-my-campers' syndrome. Sucks. =(

2008-03-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

6-8 March
Gan Eng Seng Sec
Bottle tree park

This camp was fun. We did amazing race and kidnapped, and somehow the campers enjoyed water crossing, even if they become dirty. The group was super enthu heading into the campfire, and I was pleasantly surprised they were the loudest group in the campfire. When end of campfire and Chief Veron start that emo stuff, I thought about the group I had and how good they were and tears started swelling in my eyes. Haha. Not me only hor other instructors also got tears lor. Before they went back, they lifted me up. I was so shocked lah. Then all the guys go "gang" me then all the girls go gang the other instructor.

10-12 March
Greenridge Sec
Jalan Bahtera

This camp quite doomed lah. The rain was kind of a damper and they missed alot of things, so the cohort wasn't very happy. I think my group still not bad, I hope I achieved my goal of trying to unite the races instead of sticking to their comfort zone. The campers more naughty lah, but I feel like I got emotionally attached to the group, so it was sad to part. Surprisingly, despite the rain some of them still say it rocks.

Ok to end this post, nothing can be more appriopriate than a cheer.

PAP Oi!!!(Gan Eng Seng camp)
I FEEL SO GOOD AH!O I FEEL SO GOOD AH!O I FEEL SO O I FEEL SO GOOD AH AH AH
AHHHHH!

Anything Oi!!!(Greenridge camp)
Xi shua shua xi shua shua woot woot!!!

2008-03-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

Wow been a long time. Well where do I start.

Ok so went for interview and training, my job now officially is camp facilitator. Pay like shit but lets hope it's fun. Will be away from 6th to 8th march.

Went to Genting. Quite fun. Cannot go casino though, so that's a major bummer. Other than that it was fun although spend very little. I wouldn't mind going again. Anyone?

Going with parents to Hokkaido in June. Not looking forward to it though, sounds boring. They could have chosen somewhere where got ski resort, or at least a few clubs, but no they had to choose some shit ass sightseeing tour and spending 10k on it. Then still ask me worth it not. Fuck lah of course i fake fake say not bad lah.

7th Jc getting results. Good luck peeps.

2008-02-22T01:08:00.000+08:00

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

2008-02-13T17:17:00.000+08:00

I wonder how my life would change if I became a millionaire.... ... HAHA I dreaming but let me dream can?

People's blog all talk about how they spend chinese new year, but I'm not that stupid. Chinese new year not all the same 1 meh? Visit here visit there nia, what's the point.

Holidays is kind of sian. Most days spent in front of com and psp. I want go theme park leh. Damn long never go liao. Which links me back to my first sentence. If I can afford I want build a roller coaster in my house, so cool lah.

And Atreyu>*. Lead sails and honour damn nice.

Ok I don't know why I write this blog too when I don't have anything to say, but this post is randomness. Oh ya shit before I forget, anyone willing to help me change my blogskin contact me, cause I have no idea how to.

2008-02-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Hope you get a prosperous year ahead and get many angbaos. Remember to branja me if you don't know where to spend it on. LOL.

Looking at other classes, 26D never had closure. We were torn apart viciously, like little children seperated from their parents (Ok I was the only one who left for good, but that's not the point here!) Unlike other classes who are having class gatherings and all, we're just a class divided into various groups spread all around. We had good times in the one year we had together, and I wonder who would cherish that, and who would remember the things that happen. I don't know about you, but I know that the year have changed me, and I'll always remember 26D. Hope you guys do too, now that most of you have graduated (except the four assholes who don't want come poly with me, you can rot in hell. I kid, I kid).

2008-02-01T02:09:00.000+08:00

The government is dumb. There I said it. No I'm not some ignorant teenager who knows nuts about politics and just want to find fault.

Raising ERP prices might deter a few poorer people from buying cars, but you think the rich people will care? With more and more millionaires in Singapore, doesn't it make sense to restrict cars by decreasing the number of people at the top of the financial chain from getting cars, instead of from the bottom? The middle-income families who will be most affected by this would be the people who use the car to ferry the entire family around, maybe it being a neccesity if they have an elderly or if they have multiple children. The rich people who wouldn't give two hoots about this are the people who will buy a car for each family member even when they don't need it. You want to restrict traffic, how about each household only allowed to have one car, unless special approval is given. That'll definately cut down cars, and the people who really need the cars can still afford it.

You want to know why people want cars so much? It's because the so-called public transport system of ours is rather crap. Raising prices because of rising costs? Public transport isn't meant to make profits!!! They are meant to be a way of paying back to the people who pay taxes to keep the country running!!! It's meant to increase efficiency!!! If your profits drop, so be it, don't take it out on the people!!!! The fact that you are even turning a profit should be appreciated. You think the public transport is great? Try getting on the train towards jurong from bukit batok at 7. I see the people outside who are maybe late for work because the damn train is so packed that they can't get in. Get us more trains, dammit, is it really that hard?

Go ahead throw me in jail. There's no freedom of speech in this country anyway.

2008-01-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

Good luck for econs, although I know that it's a one way road to death.

2008-01-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

I promise to try and take things as it happens and not be that emo. =)

2008-01-23T21:33:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's just a phase. Maybe I'll snap out of it. But right now, I hate my life.

2008-01-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

I thought we were down, guess I was wrong.

2008-01-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

Marilyn Manson, hate him or love him, you can't deny that he creates controversy. And in the media industry, controversy, no matter what type of scandal, is good controversy. Just look at Britney. Acting crazy and doing all the stupid antics and still get good sales.

Anyway, back to Marilyn. Yeah the famous dude who removed two rib-bones just to blow himself. Yes the guy who goth chicks idolise. The same dude who married a stripper. That marilyn.

Yeah today's the first time I really hear his song, and sorry goth chicks, but this dude has no talent. His voice is so obviously digitalised, it's not even funny. And why the hell would you sing about being a vampire, when you can be a yeti, or a loch ness monster, they're so much cooler. The only reason he's so famous is because of his antics. Goth guys and girls, please wisen up. I wouldn't call what he's calling music, it's more like torture. I rather sit through an electric chair than to listen to repeated playing of his music, that's how bad it is. And I'll say he's worse than Gwen Stefani, Fergie, Timbaland, Nelly Furtado and (gasp!) the Darkness!!!

Bottom line: He sucks.

2008-01-15T02:02:00.001+08:00

There might be a thin ray of light coming from the end of the tunnel.

2008-01-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel so transparent. Like a big piece of transparency. Maybe not bad analogy. Just feel invisible.

2008-01-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

Knee deep in projects and stuff. It's really taxing, especially after not doing much for a year.

2008-01-03T01:18:00.000+08:00

Just read an article today about wrongly being sentenced for raping a black woman, who was a stripper no less. They were the captains of the Duke University Lacrosse team. They invited the stripper to their party, and when she came she was drunk and obviously was in no condition to do a strip dance, so they threw her out of the party and vulgarities were exchanged, including the sarced N-word. The prosecutor, who later got suspended, accused them of doing things they did not do, and made the public see them as a group of racist white gangsters. They have a black teammate and he felt they more than welcomed him, but the judge never bothered to point that out. The school kicked them out and the entire school felt they were guilty, just because of what the black stripper told the judge. In the end, the truth came out and the school made a public apology. For further reference refer to reader's digest.

Just goes to show what's wrong with the multi-racial society these days. African-americans can host the BET (black entertainment awards) but if the white people does it it'll be considered racist. When a black guy uses the n-word on another, it's considered cool, but if any other race does it, it's considered racist. Shows how screwed the american society is.

there i said it, now you got a problem with it? Grow up and move on, kid.

2008-01-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

What a way to end the new year. Started off with a crappy movie, followed it up with some interesting things. Saw aunties arguing, drunkards puking on orchard road, fights breaking out, inconsiderate cab drivers, and blangahs sprayed by ah bengs.

The end of 365 days, the start of another. Will anything be different? I guess not. I don't anticipate going through this year.

Wasted

2007-12-26T14:48:00.000+08:00

Not being feeling good this christmas. First I got diarhhoea and stomachache, and that lasted till christmas. Then met the guys at christmas night. Wanted to go MOS but wasn't opened, so got some help and got into the forbidden city. My head was fucking spinning after just a few shots. Jianlong was worse. As the birthday guy, he had Dr peppers and a waterfall as well. He went fucking crazy. Fucker even bit my head. As for me, I wasn't doing much better. I puked 8 times from Clarke Quay to WeeSin house. And when I got there, I fell asleep. I was as miserable as possible. Jianlong continued to do stupid things of course. Haha. Nothing planned for the new year. Let's see what happens.

2007-12-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

You're gonna need a bodybag,
I'll break bones you didn't know you had.
When I'm done there will be nothing left of you
for your friends to hold on to when they find you cold and blue tonight,
face down in a parking lot.

Next time around, think about what you say
before you run your mouth.
Cause you're all alone and you're nothing
without your friends now.
You can tell the pavement what you really said
but I already know.
You got another thing coming if you think you're walking home.

This time I'm waiting here for you, you got nowhere to hide

You're gonna need a bodybag,
I'll break bones you didn't know you had.
When I'm done there will be nothing left of you
for your friends to hold on to
when they find you cold and blue tonight,
face down in a parking lot.

Here's a question.
What do you do when you're all alone
and you have nowhere to run to, swear I'll find you.A
nd this is what I'll do; I'll take it slow (I'll take it slow)
just to let you know that we're not playing, you're not walking home.

This time I'm waiting here for you, you got nowhere to hide

You're gonna need a bodybag,
I'll break bones you didn't know you had.
When I'm done there will be nothing left of you
for your friends to hold on to when they find you cold and blue tonight,
face down in a parking lot.

Did you think that you had something to prove,
well you do yea, you do yea.
Did you think that you had nothing to lose,
well you do so you think you're walking home.

This time I'm waiting here for you, you got nowhere to hide

You're gonna need a bodybag,
I'll break bones you didn't know you had.
When I'm done there will be nothing left of you
for your friends to hold on to
when they find you cold and blue tonight...

(Next time around, think about what you say
before you run your mouth.
Cause you're all alone and you're nothing without your friends now)

You're gonna need a bodybag, I'll break bones you didn't know you had.
When I'm done there will be nothing left of you
for your friends to hold on to
when they find you cold and blue tonight, face down in a parking lot.

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What a meaningful song.

2007-12-13T21:47:00.001+08:00

I want to understand how to read IOIs and DOIs more, one second I thought there was an IOI, the next I get a DOI.

2007-12-13T01:37:00.000+08:00

Baby, I know the story
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding?
Who's gonna take my place?

(Pre-chorus:) I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs Anyway...
I guess it's over

(Chorus:) Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I, who thought you were my friend
How was I to know? You never told me
Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me T
oo many chances
To show you how much I care
(Repeat pre-chorus)
(Repeat chorus)
About the pain and the tears Ooh, ooh, ooh If I could, I would Turn back the time Ooh, yeah

2007-12-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

I've done alot of soul-searching recently, and I went really deep, and thought about the long-term future, and I know that what is going to happen is not my dream outcome or my desired ending, but I think I've already come to accept things are the way they are. Some things can't be changed, you're just born with it, and it's something I learned to accept. From here to the end, whatever happens, I won't blame anyone else.

My favourite top 3 teen actress

2007-12-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

After watching sky high, I though I'll make a blog about teen actresses. By order of merit, my number 3 choice is... ...

3) Mary Elizabeth Winstead. She's not exactly a teen now since she's 23, but still, she acts best as a teenager. Other than sky high, she acted in Die Hard also (she was Bruce's hot daughter), and FD3, which I didn't watch.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Elizabeth_Winstead

And now, number 2.. ...

2) Brittany Snow, she's the eldest daughter in the pacifier and the nerd turned chio bu in john tucker must die. And she's going to act in HSM3, how cool is that (shit I sounded like a groupie). She's got the cute girl look. Hmm and good acting skills also.

http://www.brittanysnow.com/

And the long anticipated number 1. The undisputed champion is,... ...

1) Vanessa Hudgens. Who else but the one and only. LOL. I don't think I need explain this. She's got a great voice too!!! Go listen to songs from her album.

Tadah my 3 fave teen actress, who happens to all be hot, what a coincidence.

2007-11-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

Fuck this. I'm the Alpha male, not you, not you. I don't need to act emo and expect pity, I'm proud to be myself.

2007-11-21T17:04:00.000+08:00

If I were the Singapore leader, I would kidnap the Mymmar Prime Minister and feed him to the lions in the zoo.

2007-11-20T00:09:00.000+08:00

Why should I even care about what others think anyway? This is my life, and I want it to be my way. I'll lead my life the way I want. Fuck anybody who tries to stop me.

Haiz

2007-11-18T01:49:00.000+08:00

Went with the guys to AMK today. Basically all we did was pool for less than an hour, and then walked around, and keep thinking of food. LOL. Then go back Admiralty play monster hunter. Fun sia.

When will I ever learn to be happy? Maybe not soon, maybe never. I guess we'll have to wait to find out. I just don't know what's the point anymore.

2007-11-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

Back with jokes.

Thambi ask hooker how much for sex? She says: $50 on bed, $20 on sofa and $10 on grass. He then hands her $50. She says: "You man of class, one time on bed...?" He says: "NO!! 5 times on grass...."

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Two blondes were planning to rob a bank. The first blonde had a tendancy to be smarter than the second.

They went over and over their plans for the robbery and finally they headed out to commit the crime. They pulled up in their car in front of the bank.

The first blonde says to the second blonde, "Are you SURE you understand the plan?"

"Yes!" replied the second blonde.

So the second blonde gets out of the passenger side of the car and heads into the bank.

Time passes, and after 10 minutes the second blonde has not returned. The first blonde gets very nervous.

Finally, out comes the second blonde from the bank dragging the safe behind her by a rope, and seconds behind her comes the guard with his pants down.

"No you idiot! I told you to blow the SAFE and tie-up the GUARD!"

2007-11-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

School's starting again on Monday. I'm dreading it. It's going to be freaking boring again. I'm just so bored of school. I don't wake up with the anticipation and eagerness that I should have.

Life's boring.

I feel like going swimming. Just lie on the water and waste my time away.

2007-11-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

Finally bought my psp after a damn long while. 390 include casing. Worth it not? Aiya buy le should not think so much.

No more boring long rides for me. I now have my little dude here to keep me company. Slight problem though, game downloads are damn long and when they're done, no guarantee it would work. It's a fucking irritating problem. My psp still looks naked though, and it needs a new set of clothes.

MST finally over. Didn't really study much anyway. Today is deepavali le. Lol totally no link. Aiya nothing to say lah

2007-11-02T14:19:00.000+08:00

I want shades!!! Ahhh it's so hard to find the perfect one. Then I'll be damn cool le and you know it. Going broke, I need a job.

E-learning week is shit. It's friday and I barely did anything. It's hard to concentrate when I'm playing football manager. I have to do News writing soon or I wouldn't be able to finish.

Wednesday was fun. After econs, went to meet JW, JL, KW, liwei, Woen and Sheryl because it was JW's birthday. Went to play pool first, then went to eat at fish & co. Wa eat with them super duper paiseh sia. Then Jw kena the birthday treatment. Wa then he oi the manager somemore, then I was like "wtf u doing man, don't malu can" then he say is his friend. Wa I feel sad for her sia, must do that stupid rap for her friend. Then walk around awhile because KW want find his prom shirt, then went to meet Fir, Shaun, LY and Audre. Then walk around go home already. Waste my time sia. LOL.

Anyw, Happy belated birthday to JW and good luck to every1 for their A's!!!

2007-10-30T02:11:00.000+08:00

Doing the IVP blog thingy now, seems fun to argue.

Life's the same routine over and over, now's elearning wk though. Can't say I'm really liking it, but at least it gives me a bit of time to recharge my batteries. And I blew all my money on playing bowling. Argh I want a ball so much, but I can't afford it. The guy Shaun bought the ball from at Marina Sq was funny as hell though. He keep saying Shaun pd, omg I seriously Rofling.

And good luck to guys taking A's tommorow (technically today). Hope to catch up with you guys after exams over.

2007-10-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

Ahhh I'm so addicted to cooking master boy. It's incredibly exaggerated, the quality isn't even that good, and it's a old anime, but argh, like relieving childhood like that. Everytime watch that show make my stomach hungry sia.

School's such a bore. Projects are coming but I just don't feel like doing. I'm sick of lectures, and everyday I get up I consider ponning. Die lah.

2007-10-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day

睡著的大提琴
Shui jiao de da ti qin
The sleeping cello

安靜的舊舊的
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Quiet and so old

我想你已表現的非常明白
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
I think you've made yourself clear

我懂我也知道
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
I know and I'm sure

你沒有捨不得
Ni mei you she bu de
You don't regret

你說你也會難過我不相信
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe

牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
You being with me was in the past

希望他是真的比我還要愛你
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
I hope he loves you more than I do

我才會逼自己離開
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Only then will I bring myself to leave Chorus

你要我說多難堪
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
You want me to say it, but it is awkward

我根本不想分開
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
I don't even want to break up

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?

我沒有這種天份
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
I don't have the ability

包容你也接受他
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
To accept both you and him

不用擔心的太多
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Don't worry too much

我會一直好好過
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
I'll still be fine

你已經遠遠離開
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away

我也會慢慢走開
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?

我真的沒有天份
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the ability

安靜的沒這麼快
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come so fast

我會學著放棄你
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up

是因為我太愛你
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much

Repeat

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An jing by Jay chou. Don't know why but now then suddenly like this song, after like how many years since it come out. Last time I have this song on my mp3, but i always fast forward 1. When I start hearing then I realise that it is quite nice. And DMC people latest english songs, but chinese songs all damn classic 1, just go shaun's blog and you'll understand.

2007-10-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

I'm bored of my life. I so want a new life. Anybody want to trade, I'll gladly accept.

2007-10-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

Not I don't want blog leh, but really damn sian these few days. The rountine stuff all the time, nothing much after that. Oh ya met JL, addi, Sher and JW to buy Woen's present, which was a watch. Then walked around taka awhile then go eat then go home le. Actually ar waste my time also haha, but good catching up with the innovians, damn long never see them le.

Happy birthday W&S. Now 12midnite, so W's birthday just end and S's birthday just start. Perfect timing right? Haha.

2007-10-07T02:24:00.000+08:00

Cosmetic Surgery

A woman named Shirley was from Beverly Hills. One day, she had a heart attack and was taken to Cedars Sinai hospital. While on the operating table, she had a near-death experience. She saw God and asked, "Is this it?"

God said, "No, you have another 30 to 40 years to live."

Upon her recovery, she decided to stay in the hospital and have collagen shots, cheek implants, a face lift, liposuction and breast augmentation. She even had someone dye her hair. She figured since she had another 30 to 40 years, she might as well make the most of it.

She walked out of Cedars Sinai lobby after the last operation and was killed by an ambulance speeding up to the hospital. She arrived in front of God and said, "I thought you said I had another 30 to 40 years?"

God replied, "Shirley! I'm sorry but I didn't recognize you!"

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Victoria Beckham has announced she had an affair with Micheal Jackson.

Jacko has denied the allegations as he claims he was in Brooklyn at the time.

2007-10-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

Have you ever considered why God or whoever is up there put you on this earth? When you were born, you start learning. Right now I'm still learning. After learning, you work to make a living, then you retire and enjoy you life, then die. So whats the damn point of preparing so damn long just to get that few years of bloody retirement? What's the point of having emotions when most times the emotions are negative? The past always comes back to haunt you. Decisions, decisions, decisions. What for?

2007-10-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

People are never contended with what they have, and always expect more. I hated secondary school, and just hope it would end. Looking back, I had the least worries in secondary school, but I absolutely hated it.

Moving into JC, it got better. I can say that it was probably the best year of my life. I didn't exactly enjoy it when I was there, but reminiscing about it just makes it feel regretful how I never really appreciated it when I was there. The times we spent together were fun, and enjoyable. If I chose to retain, the promos would have been over. I wonder what would have happened sometimes. But that's how life is isn't it. You made a decision you think you're right at the start, but then realise maybe you're not after all.

I just don't know where to turn to... ....

2007-10-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

I hate my dreams.

2007-09-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

My earphone spoil le. =( What the hell is wrong with these earphones makers man. This is probably like the 1234567890th earphone I bought. The amount of money I spent on them. Argh. I still got a pair of earphones at Mj there, which I hope can last a long time. Maybe I should just buy an expensive Sennheiser earphone and get it over with.

Quite a boring weekend for me. Just did the usual stuff. What made me really happy though that X unblocked me. Haha. Guess it wouldn't make a difference though, but it just made my day, I don't know why. Can't believe how stupid I was before though.

P.S Alec's birthday today. First time I meet a guy like him. Look like a 30 year old, act like a 10 year old. Extreme man. Go and make your favourite zik man. Haha